I hate everything. Why not.

Yeah I think 'why not' can be a statement.

Some days I do.  I hate everything.  Far too many days.

Okay, not really everything.  I can't justify that.  There's a lot of human things worth preserving.

I'm watching Larry David's 'Curb your enthusiasm'.  It's a funny show, I'm enjoying it a lot.  I just wrote a Facebook post and then instantly set it to "only me" because I felt I shouldn't share it.  Maybe until after I'm dead and my son curates all the crazy shit I've written online for anyone who cares.  Maybe I'll be some kind of Samuel Pepys.  Just some boring nobody who happened to be really useful for historians in a couple of centuries because I wrote shit down.

Let me just paste it before I carry on:

"Facebook is like torture sometimes, especially to the ethnically Catholic ... a pit of shame and guilt and misery and regret... and ethnic Catholics don't even get the catharsis of practicing Catholics because we don't go to church and have confession, we just have all the culturally induced self loathing. I think Jewish people have the same problem.. I'm watching Curb Your Enthusiasm at the moment and it's so familiar...I guess it must be an old testament thing.
In one episode Larry David was at the cinema talking about Wagner and a guy started attacking him saying "Are you Jewish? You must be a self-loathing Jew to be whistling Wagner!” and Larry David said “Yes I do hate myself, but it has nothing to do with being Jewish!!”.
I think it's good in a lot of ways, it means you've been raised to have a conscience, but it kind of makes your life a misery in a lot of ways, and Facebook seems to be like a cesspit of it. I guess it makes sense it was invented by someone Jewish, but I bet Zuckerberg has a few Catholics on his staff. This place is surely designed to propagate this crazy shit." 

I have a lot of positive things to say about us before the intergalactic anti-viral is administered.  A lot.  Maybe not now, I'm not in the right kind of mood.